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Hey guys sorry for being a really crappy buddy lately, I haven’t been on at all! I have had so much going on though, desperately searching for a part time job, sorting everything out for my holiday for Friday, it’s been crazy!

I haven’t been doing very well weight wise really, I haven’t reached the goal I originally wanted - to be over 20lbs lighter than I am now! - or even my revised goal - 11.5lbs lighter than I am now - or even my re-revised goal - to meet my 1st mini goal, which sucks BAAAAAD but tbh I think I have been doing so badly BECAUSE I set those goals because once I had a crappy week or 2 I would realise there is no chance of meeting my goal and just not eat properly, so from now on I think I am just gonna work as hard as poss instead of constantly focusing on dates etc cuz as long as it is coming off that’s fine! I’m really not looking forward to my weigh-in tomorrow cuz I am expecting a gain BUT I am trying to remain positive. I mean even if I put on say 2 and a half pounds from last week (I am hoping for more like a pound but hey whatever) then I am still 10lbs lighter than what I was originally AND I prob would have been even bigger if I hadn’t joined the slimming group.

Now my holiday is coming up, I am going on Friday til next Friday so I am just gonna be as good as possible i.e. I am not gonna overly deprive myself but I am not gonna use it as an excuse to eat as much as I can the whole time. After that I will have nearly a full week until I go for my next weigh-in so my intention is to plan out my meals properly when I get back and stick to it for the rest of the week so hopefully just doing that would reverse any potential damage anyway!

I will try and check in tomorrow but I might be a bit busy after my weigh-in cuz my boyfriend is coming away with me, my parents and younger bro on Fri so I have to go and pick him up from the station etc. so it may be farewell for a little longer! I will try my best to log in some time in the afternoon but if not I will speak with you lovely people when I get back!

Here’s to a fabby trip in Madeira! See you soooon x