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So this week really is turning out to be great!  I finally seem to just be getting on with it and feeling more positive about everything.  I think a huge factor in it was starting to like myself more again and just being myself because how can you expect to lose the weight to improve your health if you feel like crap about yourself and frankly deep down don’t even believe you have the strength inside to do it, and almost just accept you will always feel that way about yourself so stick with comfortable habits?!

Well I say NO MORE lol and it seems to be working :).  I pulled the points back a bit today again because of my big meals at my boyfriend’s on Sat but will have my normal 25 tomorrow.  Then I am visiting my boyfriend again on Wed so I will just stick with the 3 meals idea like I said in yesterday’s post.  I have a good feeling about this week! It’s been the 1st time in a while where I have been feeling confident about going for my weekly weigh-in :).

Nothing will beat that feeling when I reach my goal weight so that is all I keep thinking of when I consider over eating.  I am finding it so much easier to control when I compare how I have been feeling to how proud I will be of myself when I step on those scales and see for the 1st time in about 10yrs that I am officially a healthy weight!

Keep remembering that guys, we will ALL do this!  Never give up, we have PLENTY of opportunities too but as long as we stay strong and we keep coming back to this site and we keep fighting, we WILL become happier and healthier, just keep reminding yourself why you are doing it x