Right this post will prob be full of excuses but I am going for it anyway lol. I went to see my boyfriend today (he lives in a different city, about 1hr 15min drive away) so obviously I had a little less control over what to have food wise. But yesterday I discussed it with him and we decided what we could have for lunch and then I said I would have some dinner when I had gone home and I intended to take a healthy snack with me cuz I often need a bit of something to munch on mid afternoon. I was in a bit of a rush this morning though and didn’t want to leave too late incase there was a lot of traffic on the motorway so completely forgot about the snack.
Well to cut a long story short I thought I would use my remaining syns to have a cookie at his but of course I didn’t just have the 1 - I had a few and I still haven’t been brilliant this evening since getting home. BUT I am not going to beat myself up about it too much! My parents and younger brother had an indian take out meal tonight and I went for a jacket potato instead so that is 1 good thing. And they have this thing called “flexible syns” (I think this is the term they use for it) which basically means you can go a bit crazy with the syns 1 day and it shouldn’t affect your weight loss. Obviously it wouldn’t be a great idea to do it on a regular basis but I guess they promote it cuz you are more likely to get straight back into the plan the next day rather than use it as an excuse to turn 1 bad day into a terrible week.
Something I have noticed as well I actually feel almost unwell. I can feel that I haven’t been eating healthily today and I don’t like it. For a while now (before I started this eating plan) I had been feeling like this all the time and obviously I knew it was due to the extra weight but of course it is also a direct link to the food I had been eating. For me, nothing quite beats the feeling at night now when I go to bed feeling “fresh” inside if that makes sense lol. Feeling good and positive and HEALTHY. I have planned tomorrow out properly and I WILL have that feeling again tomorrow.
The reason I am not giving myself a hard time is cuz I don’t see the point. Just cuz I screwed up today doesn’t mean I am gonna give up, and just because I know I am ready to do this doesn’t mean I am not gonna slip up along the way.
Also, my new exercise dvd that I ordered arrived today so I am gonna try and do that tomorrow and in the week. It may be a little difficult with all the family being off college and work but I am hoping to use my younger brother’s room so I can have a bit of privacy and use his playstation to play the dvd lol.
I will let you know how I go on with that. If I don’t manage to do the dvd I will do my 30min music workout where I have a bit of a boogie to my workout playlist on my ipod lol. Gotta burn off those extra calories =) and I am still feeling confident for a loss on tuesday!
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